i feel like total shit.
i know that this isn’t my fault, but then why do i feel like this?
how can i change the unchangeable?
all i want is to talk this through with you, everything you’ve said thus far has done nothing but confuse me. i just wish i knew what was even going on, it’d make everything so easier.
it just sucks because you’re so fucking perfect, and i like you so much, and then you treat me like this, causing me to flash back to every other fucking guy who has done this to me. i don’t want to associate you with them. you are too good for them.
